Sincerely, Confused

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Maybe that’s what I’m doing. I’m walking away and waiting to see who cares enough to follow.
No.
I’m lying to myself. That’s not what I’m doing. I’m not waiting to see who will follow or who cares or anything like that, if I’m honest. If I’m being honest, I’m looking to see if anyone could ever put up with me without compromising themselves. I’m looking to see if I’m lovable as anything more than a poison.
That’s what I’m doing.

Maybe that’s what I’m doing. I’m walking away and waiting to see who cares enough to follow.

No.

I’m lying to myself. That’s not what I’m doing. I’m not waiting to see who will follow or who cares or anything like that, if I’m honest. If I’m being honest, I’m looking to see if anyone could ever put up with me without compromising themselves. I’m looking to see if I’m lovable as anything more than a poison.

That’s what I’m doing.